He will be pleased that I don't wear any panties. He likes to grab and squeeze my bottom when he kisses me. Then he will ask me: have you been a good girl? And I will have to answer no.

Because I have been masturbating all day. Using my fingers I fantasized about what my lover will do to me. He knows exactly what I need. Bondage and discipline. And a good spanking.

I see his car in the driveway. I better close these doors. I don't want the neighbors to hear me. If I get what I want my lover will make scream. I hear the front door. I'm sure he will see the slim leather riding crop I left on the coffee table. I'm so anxious now!

He has not whipped me for a couple of weeks. But in just a few minutes my bottom will be criss-crossed with welts. I will have tears in my eyes. The pain will make me scream. But mostly I will scream out for more. And then we will make love all night.